So I wanted to share something with you guys that I feel is important to me.
I was raised in two different churches…my dad being catholic and my mom being christian..
I also grew up in a religious grade school.
I was around religion so much.
The one thing that i experienced in every single setting was bullying and abuse. I never got one good experience out of religion.
This is why I no longer attend church, or any religious activities… i was consistently judged, made fun of, and chastised every day…and it was worse because on weekends, the days your supposed to be able to relax from school…I got it from two more crowds of kids my age.
Once i had two mothers drag me into the center of the church in front of everyone, called satan spawn that i was obsessed with boys (which i wasnt..-.- ) and then forced to confess my sins and be “baptized” to cleanse my horrible soul…
I have nothing against religion. I just would like to know why, after going to several different churches (about 50) and consistently being treated the same at every single one what it is I’ve possibly done wrong? Its obviously me thats the problem but I dont understand why…I am nothing but nice, sweet, and kind. I dont talk or act negatively..i always listen and i even try to help out …